Closing Down

Blog is closing down... not needed anymore... okay that's it... busy..

Tests and Results

Find it very true... good to know about me. - http://www.psychicguild.com/horoscopes_zodiac.php?sign=Cancer

Hohoho...tried it on a couple of people... http://www.astrology.com.au/compatibility/index.asp

For Lester Beh who have zodiac Cancer, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners: Scorpio, Pisces
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Virgo
Like Minded Souls: Cancer
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Sagittarius, Aquarius
Learn From Your Differences: Gemini, Leo
Not Your Destiny: Aries, Libra
Astrological Hell: Capricorn
Hint hint...nope its not...

Affection - http://apps.facebook.com/affection/?_fb_fromhash=c99551897c1902787c9fa4be0553f854

For Lester Beh who birth on month June below are their affection analysis :

- Thinks far with vision - True
- Easily influenced by kindness - Not so true
- Polite and soft-spoken - Quite true in the first very not in the second
- Having lots of ideas - Very True
- Sensitive - Extremely True
- Active mind - Extremely True
- Hesitating - ztrue
- Tends to delay - Not so true
- Choosy and always wants the best - True
- Temperamental - True
- Funny and humorous - Lame perhaps
- Loves to joke - Dunno
- Good debating skills - True
- Talkative - Very True
- Daydreamer - Very True

Personality based on how I sleep - http://apps.facebook.com/yoursleeptest/apps.php

Lester Beh choose Lying on your stomach with your head turned to one side. Below are the explanation of this Sleeping Position:

Hold strong beliefs and try to have everything done precisely the way they want them. - Extremely True
Are tense focused and stubborn. - Extremely True
Are passionate about everything they do. - Okay
Are outgoing and brash they tend to shock those who know them well. - Quite True
Tend to be selfish. - Hate to say it but very true
They are the most likely type to hog the covers. - ???
Are sensitive to criticism. - Very True
Gravitate toward comfort and cannot handle tense or dramatic situations. - Not so true

By the way... a few things... must say extremely big things happen to me this two weeks...but bear with me it needs to be coded... Lester's style... if you can understand..good for you. Basically I recieved self-actualization on reactions happened and its feedback of history, also I lost a new grip in my state of mind, unknown to me is I tend to feel and think its real or is it not? But surprisely for the first time in my life it does not bother me and I got no real feelings much left to it. Kinda confusing... started around 80 to 90 days ago... but seemed so fast... either is I am moving on or God tell me its not the one... now now... isn't it SOOOOO OBVIOUS??? Oh yeah nothing to hide... if you still can't decipher the second one... goodness I don't know what to say... but its good... nothing much occupies my mind now.

The New Craze

Somehow everything has a topic and this is the first one I thought of when I decided to blog this... recently don't remenber why I start to look at alot... yes a lot of Hannah Montana episodes on youtube and including the one I bought... for older kids... yes only a bit older and definitely much younger than me... Hannah Montana by Disney is a serial launched 3 years ago and hit the kids channel like a storm... its simply about a high school girl named Miley Steward who has a double image of a student by day and teen pop superstar of Hannah Montana by night... she did that so she could have her personal life to the max and not invaded privacy like all celebrities... etc etc... trust me I did lots of watching and reading about it... if you are interested go read or watch about it. Her real name is Miley Cyrus... and in this show her father is her real father in real life, a popular blues singer



Jackson the brother, Lily the best friend Miley and Oliver another best friend

Well people might asked why I suddenly grew in love with a children's show... perhaps its due to the story content it protrays of a double life... indeed it is most prob apart from the interesting per episode storyline, the comedy and laughs I got from it. I am crazy about this and watch kinds over 25 to 30 episodes so far...30 minutes each... bought the season 1 dvd and finishing.. if anyone saw the full-set of season 2 in stores... I am looking for it... tell me where is it or help me buy it... but please sms me to tell me as I might have already bought it. Season 3 is now ongoing... movie gonna be on early next month in Singapore...man it took a year to arrive from US to Singapore...



Miley Steward by day



Hannah Montana by night

I liked such shows... it tells a lot... no...not through the show but my personal preference. Cause I feel many of us are leading double lives... a vulgar spitting person by day innocent dove at night... sometimes the day of the week, the time the person or the place... I am one person like that and I hate it to the max... of course I knew a lot of people like that too. Many double images...even how you carry yourself and a lot of that... aha... Well well I loved this show... btw remenber to help me buy when you see it. (I doubt many would as not many read my blog...woooo.... tssshhhh!)

The Future

Recently been pondering lots of things... tonnes of information overload recently... especially this week... information, stress and restlessness overcomed the invincible Lester... Up to 2 days this week he return home and slept at 10 pm plus... without bathing first (ok I bath the next morning) other days also sleep extra early... this is a great archievement for isommia-stricken Lester to sleep so early so peacefully...

So what is the information overload about anyway? Well as most have known at a young age of 14, and yes it still stands, Lester set a 14 year target to get married with good career prospect ability to venture and support the family... so recently steps are going higher and at the ripe-old age of 23 this year... nope going to (hint hint) I began to ponder about future... wife (such a sweet girl), cars and careers... Well some might have know my plans.. too much planning makes us stuck... but if I do not plan...call me another name...no more Lester... get the picture? Haha well so its 23 finish NS at September... looking for full time job... till 2010 July commence school... and here comes the problem.. how to fly...yes fly from work to school... meaning... home to work to school to home... with such ease and speed? Yes a ....A CAR! Dude... Ok I am interested in BIG cars... Oh God... give it to me on June 2010!



I am aiming for this car (Honda Odyssey 2.4L EXV) for a few reasons (L?? Sounds like Canon Lenses) ... I like to plan on long term basis... two seaters are for singles or attached people who wants speed and showing off... four seaters are commodity to go around... but I love this 7 seater which can drive my wife... kids and one of our family around... So I looking for a car to suit all the way...can drive some of my cg people around too... enough space to put my camera gears also.

Then I start to plan for a wife... save up everything... Hmm still thinking... perhaps tell her when I am 25... hmm no...no more revealing her age if I am 25... anyway... either when I 25... or when God speaks or the opportunity arises... To tell the truth.. She is the girl that God told me about... no God did not tells me she is indeed the one... but reveals my heart's true self... this is the one you really like... the virtue.. the first ever girl in 23 years year coming (hint hint) to have me attracted through virtue... well well..

Blogging nonsensical rubbish again...tell me tell me what to blog about... errgghhh... recently been helping Xian Xian and Ah Zhen about how to impress interviewers in interviews... should I share my rubbish insights here? TAG ME! Please...... oh really...please :)

The Transfer

This is the latest news that happens hours back... some know it... some do not... as of today I am officially transfered from E8 to G3.

This begins 5th April, after the welcome party for Charlston and Jamie... I spoke to Garrett regarding two things... the first which only God knows, Garrett and Stanley, my best friend in another church. With what relates to the first I share of how I couldn't connect and flow with much of E zone people as I was getting old... indeed old... both in thinking and age. I was sharing how I looked towards career, marriage and future more. So Garrett suggested that I transfer to G zone where most there are full time working, university or national service finishing. It got me thinking a lot. He told me to try hanging out with them which I suggested G3 after talking to Joyce whom I saw and chat with during the standover of HOGC and shared with me about the 6 CGs in G Zone.

The following Sunday 12th April, I talked with Garrett again and told him couple of reasons why I was reluctant to leave with one ultimate main reason and how I will surely miss the good times spend with them. He told me that if its God's plan , it will surely worked out according to His ways... later that night as I was walking towards the lift of Singpost I spoke to God... He told me to trust Him. So I messaged Garrett and told Him I wanna put it to the Cross... whenever the time he transfer me I will go, perhaps after my nose surgery next month 15 May. This is a half reluctant decision from my heart... I just obeyed God thats all.

So yesterday 18 April, I hang out with G zone for service... during the worship in service... as I prayed I recieved divine purpose from God... my heart felt that God has great purpose and direction for me... it left me to ponder a lot. So today during service nothing much happened until G3 CG from 7pm to 8pm... during the worship in the beginning of CG... God spoke to me again... He told me as my heart reveals... "As you move on towards My direction and your purpose, Never look back" I immediately know what God meant... So I told God I will not look back. Cause it will be strange to join back E zone again next week. So after CG I settled some treasurer stuff and told Garrett that I wanted to be transfered to G3 immediately as of now, as I told him what happened this 2 days. He agreed and I proceed to tell Kai Sheng my CGL.

Its interesting just how last week I was very reluctant to half hearted waiting... then yesterday from half-hearted to today straight after CG... immediate obedience to God... Just in 2 days... it just changed... But I told God... I am never going to look back again... in my old ways in my past and everything... I wanna move forward... there is something greater in front of me.

PS - For people who do not know I am going for this surgery on 13 May... its very graphic... so if you are afraid...please do not watch...

What is success and how to archieve it

For people who read this and think that I am trying to share tips of investment or such... no I am not... but somehow it is just my personal thinking of what is success to me and really how to archieve it...

So what is success? People might think of it has monetary and wealth items like houses, cars and diamonds... and countless other stuffs... but most would have to agree all this items are too related to physical wealth which is tangible money as all this can only be archieve and purchased by money. Yes definitely this are successful people like Bill Gates and Warren Buffett... of course I would definitely want be as rich to bless the people around me and definitely enjoy it too. To me I felt that success is that one will be remenbered for the deeds we donem create history and be remenbered for... but of course definitely of good courses...

For music imagine Mozart who was not really very rich but created history with more that millions listening and being remenbered as music prodigy.



Like look Florence Nightingale, much remenbered as the woman who serve, the one who brings light to people and remenbered and the first servant.



See the "Angel from heaven" what people described... Mother Theresa who sacrifized herself humanitarian aid towards the sick, poor, orphaned and the dying. She definitely died a poor woman but one successful one in sharing her love.



But how to archieve it? Simple... two things... work hand in hand with each other. Hardworking and Opportunites. With hardwork alone one can survive but never make it big, both with opportunites without hardwork will not bring even survival. Because hardwork will meant if one lack knowledge he will work to learn and many other factors... so people... all the best

Being Simple

If most have realized... my nick for my msn never changed... always SiMpLy... its a revealation from three sides... from God, from a Pastor know for his prophecy and self discovery of myself. Being close to 3 years more or less... wanting to be simple... not an easy task... simplicity not in a sense of simple minded or such, but of simply loving, simply believing... like faith without doubt just pure simple yes... For me it is super hard because my brain is always pondering... normal for some but I tend to think out of the box for every single thing I come across... I am super sensitive and sadly... judgemental... its a norm for people to be judgmental due to sensitivity... I can decipher people's languages, actions and know if they are lying... I can decipher and tell of people's brief good traits and bad traits by just knowing them a few hours talking to them, and to the state of knowing what to reply in a correct way or a effective way... many many things... all this is the hyperactive state of my brain.

A bit out of topic...if you realized ALL and literally ALL my posts have a title... have a direction.. I am a very organized person... its a bad habit... it gets me irritated when things are not done correctly even to the slightest error... a wrong adjective used, a wrong note, a speck on a computer, a price tag on all the pens and stuffs I bought, renaming ALL my songs into same format of Singer - Song and its details, little things like ensuring a capital letter in all God and Him and Jesus... every single thing in my life... I make it very organized... its just me... to a sense it irritates people... but it depends I want to do it or not...

Well why am I sharing this... to tell the truth... my spiritual life isn't going well... I am not literally backsliding...neither am I walking... God give me challenges every different period... like the SUPER TOUGH self-actualization of sin-imposed and motive driven replies... but recently... this few weeks... God began to treat me like an adult... give me things to do concerning my future... trust me its all about vision, work, marriage and definitely His actual calling for me... I have been asking Him this... the actual calling for 4 years plus... I am EXCITED it is to come... but again God is telling me.. until you are ready... So why do I share what is of the above paragraph? I am going to embark this spiritual walk based on the foundation I was created... organized... I am not going to share what I did but I told God... I will be ready the day of my ORD September 11 this year... it needs a lot of preparation...

It is coming... God I am preparing... Mould me... I am willing... I will be ready...